I really admire Marsio's work of art.
This is what I see from Marsio.
A good photographer
A good munching buddy
A good war buddy
:)
John and I had a lot of fun!

surely, You are my everything

The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know

You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time (for all time)

You are my everything - 98 degrees

what lies beneath

pt.1
Only a few more months to go..
and I'm stepping into another realm of life.
Am I supposed to be happy or sad..
I don't even know what to step on.
This is what I call to go with the flow..?
Everybody survived..
I think I will too.. ?

pt.2
He loves me far too much..
But there is something worth more than love..
I am still hoping to see..
Am I juggling my life with a mere hope..?
Only time will answer..

...

I've got my ring today.
I hope things will turn to good.
I can't stand all the stupid drama that is full of hatred and lies.
Dont wanna be a part of it. sigh..

this thought is always bothering me whenever I see Ciara. On MTV, V Channel or whatever else.

Cant help but to think that she is a guy.

Watch her early videos and you'll see what I mean.

Happy New Year 2009!
I wish you the greatest blessing throughout the year of 2009.
I'm being very optimistic for the new good things and improvement in '09 and I hope you are too.
And still am trying to fix all the ugly things that's still lying around somewhere hidden in the corner of my soul. I want to change for the better :)

Much Love,
LH

this is not right..

anybody missing this?

I feel like eating and eating.
I feel like going to yvr.
I feel like hating big liars! (but of course I can't)
I feel like hibernating.
I feel like going to bali.

..gah..

Useless post :D

AHHHH... finally my last order is done! It's time for me to get myself something to cheer me up and to relax all my stiff bone.. :p
My dearie even got me this Oxygen can since I told her that I got this trouble breathing sometimes. (yes, she knows coz she got that too just recently haha.. such a pair of sick girls) Maybe when I get too tired, I'll get this trouble breathing. Weird..Have any of you ever get that? It's like suddenly you forgot to breathe and once you breathe again, it's no longer a rythmical breathing.. So it felt so wrong to breathe like that..

Anyway, change topic, I'm really really looking forward to my next trip abroad.. I really want to go to Thailand and India just because I really love their unique accessories (aside from their delicious tasty food too). So beautiful and such a bargain!! I'm crazy bout bangles and earrings and I can't imagine what will I do once I step into a shop full of those kind of things.. I'll go crazy for sure.. :D Have any of you ever been to India? Any good suggestion for accessories hunting spots in India? Or maybe in Thailand? I've only been to as far as Phuket in Thailand. Never been to Bangkok.. Ow well.. Sigh.. one can be so happy just to imagine things. .

xoxo,
LH

mencintaimu . seumur hidupku . selamanya setia menanti . walau dihati saja . seluruh hidupku . selamanya kau tetap milikku . hanya satu yang tak mungkin kembali . hanya satu yang tak pernah terjadi . segalanya teramat berarti dihatiku . selamanya ....

hm, Im not being sentimental here.. Im just listening to KD's song called Mencintaimu. One of my favorite song ever.. ;) Another one-sided-love song I guess?

ARGH!!! what do you do when you are so stressed out?

.
...I n e e d B a l i..

passing through..

To be arrogant is just a click away. Just like lighting up a lighter in a room full of gas that could explode in any second then.
Why do people tend to be so arrogant and full of pride?
Just because they think that they have achieved so many things in life doesn't make it right to be arrogant. Wouldn't it be much more superb when you have achieved so many things in life but yet you are still able to stay humble?
Others would be so attracted to you not only for your achievement but also because you have this precious thing inside of you. I said precious because not too many people have that. Only certain quality people do.
And does it help to be arrogant? Nah..I don't think so.

I have this question about this arrogance thing for quite some time now. What triggers this, you ask? Lemme spill you a bit of my story.. :D
There was this couple who are still taking the medical doctor degree in surabaya local college. Not yet graduated. But oh how clearly can I see the pride they have for their future degree. Yup, from their face, their body language and also from how they manage things up. They already have the pride of the degree before even carrying it.
I didn't have a problem with that and I'm not judging anyone here. It just that..why??? why have to be arrogant when you can choose not to. People talk 'the talk' about arrogant ppl and not about humble ppl. Some of us even get irritated by them.

But yea, as I said, it's so easy to be arrogant. Maybe too easy until we can't even realize it....sometimes.

cheers,
LH

Where would I be if not for your grace

Carrying me In every season

Where would I be if not for Your grace

Came to my rescue and I want to thank You

For Your..

Grace that restores

Grace that redeems

Grace that releases me to worship

Grace that repairs visions and dreams

Grace that releases miracles

Your Grace..

I.H.

prince of God

flowerpower

Another new thing I just discovered about myself lately, I just realized that I am actually interested to make fresh flower arrangements! Ha! This is pretty surprising to me as I never knew that I actually loved flowers more than what I think. Really..

The story begins when John's mom got her birthday, I decided to surprise her with a fresh flowers arrangement. I contacted the florist and trusted her to do the rest (since she didn't give me any pictures or anything. But I just know that she's good at it). Well, long story short, John's mom loved it so much. I.. was madly in love with the flowers :). I could sit in her room and just stared at the flowers for a very very long time. Beautiful..

So, when it comes to my mom's turn for her birthday, I bought her favorite Bakerzin cake and also ordered a flower arrangement for her. The result was really really gorgeous. Pink and green just like what I wanted it to be. She was very happy! :D

I'll show you how it looks like. I hope you will agree with me that it really looks gorgeous..

Pale Pink and Deep Purple Roses. Green Cymbidium Orchid. Babybreath. Stunningly breathtaking!

Now I know what they mean when they say "flower makes you happy".

Yea, so.. in conclusion (hee hee), I've decided to take a flower arrangement course. :D And am very excited about it.. I hope it will turn out to be one of my favorite hobbies. :)

xoxo,

LH

ps: girlfriends, your flowerpower time will come :)

sometimes the

best thing

to

do in life is to

appreciate life itself

in everything give thanks